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Wednesday, July 09, 2014

My 21st turned out to be a day of tears and heartache in a foreign land. He did not understand me, neither did he have tact.
I don't need a party. All I wanted was company. I am so homesick, I miss my friends.
I was left alone in a cold bedroom and I woke up this morning with dried tears and blood on my face. Dear God, why is this so difficult? Why have you forsaken me? I chose you Lord, but ever since, all I have is misery and sadness. I feel so numb and dead inside. I have no one here to turn to.
Growing up is so tough.




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