Always keep the faith

Friday, April 01, 2011

I'm so disappointed in choir.
WTS is this attitude?

I HATE it when people tell you 'It's going to be OK' because it is not! Yea, what a cheap way to encourage because it's just talk and not real concrete actions! Just leave me alone, i do not want to talk to all of you because i feel so betrayed from your lack of will-power. Don't give me this bullshit because all the time invested and effort placed, i feel like everyone is taking it very lightly. I really want to scream and shake all of you awake.

That is what i would do in sec4, but now, it is different because all of you are not people who are lacking in anything. yea, it's hwachong-you got the VOICE AND THE BRAIN. YOU ARE NOT LACKING IN ANYTHING AND I FEEL NO SYMPATHY FOR YOU!

This is the first time you all made me cry, made me feel so sad. I really dislike showing my emotions in front of you, because that's against my code. Neither am i going up to everyone and saying 'JIAYOU' because
1. that's not my style
2. you don't deserve the encouragement

And to you, in particular, wtf is your problem? I look at you but you refuse to look at me. What's with your snide reply and cold shouldering? You were the one who was untruthful in the first place and i regret placing so much feelings and emotions in you because from the start, you were just a liar. Even though i may have forgiven you, your current actions really PISS ME OFF

5:37 AM