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Wednesday, May 05, 2010

i'm fustrated

1. at myself for not putting in my best
2. At myself for not attempting to rally the class together
3. at myself for not being an attentive friend
4. at myself for feeling so emotionless most of the time
5. at myself for not being able to help out in household chores which my mom needs
6. at myself for being an unfilial daughter
7. at myself for neglecting my rabbit
8. at myself for not managing my time
9. at myself for disappointing my teachers
10. at myself for being unable to sing the correct choral way
11. at myself for not being able to commit
12. at myself for being short tempered

today, msliew was so disappointed in us. I didn't dare look at her because she was overwhelmed with disappointment. 10A16, why are we in this state? Just aiming for a pass? We have so much potential in us.. it's just that we are not putting in our effort. It's all talk and no actions. We don't have time.. i really hope that we will work together and help each other out. I'll try to improve on myself too.

And in choir, it was horrible. 3 practices left and where are we? I've never felt so unprepared for a choral concert before. the stakes on us are so high. Congrats to VJ and RJ for doing SO WELL (: and NJ for displaying such good sportsmanship. You guys have already put in so much effort. Though you are 5th, it's ok because you have already gotten ms lim's respect. That's all that matters.
But hwachong choir, what about us? Where are we? So much lashing and scolding for close to 2 months already. i want it to stop and i want us to improve. But i can't do this alone. A few of us can't change this because choral singing is TEAM EFFORT.




5:50 AM