campfire was awesome, but then i didn't really dance to my craziest. I was in pain actually, but then i tried to ignore it. WeiQing really rocks! oh man, she can be the next aisyah.

After a week or more of orientation, i guess i am adjusting well in hwach, but then the feeling of loneliness and lost still lingers. It's like that, isn't it? i hope my class will stay strong together! The people are really nice and all. I guess i'm just holding back and not daring to show who i really am (i'll scare ppl away right? my JAJA will agree haha)

I am so pissed off today at my mom and everyone and even the stupid popular bookshop guy. They really don't get me and i'm trying to bite back the vulgarities that may just overflow from my mouth. sheesh, why isn't anyone trying to understand what position i am in? it's not as if i'm not trying to understand, I am already helping as much as i can. My only solace at home is listening to dbsk songs and you say that it's "stupid korean stuff"

excuse me, it's this "stupid korean stuff" that made me find real friends, made me overcome hell i'm feeling and made me overcome the shit during o levels. How dare you? i'm not just a stupid fan girl. Don't sterotype people and don't act as if everyone owes you something and STOP ASKING ME TO MIND MY TONE CUZ YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ISN'T MINDING YOURS AND ALWAYS FINDING FAULT WITH ME.

geez, i don't even want to go home anymore. Hoiyan, let me stay in your house, i can go visit lee kuan yew cuz he stays so near, unless the guards let me in (which i doubt so)