Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i learned something else today. NOTICE that people like to write emo posts which makes ABSOLUTELY no sense? Yea, and people like to read posts like that. i DOn't. i think those people who CONSTANTLY complain, blame and make excuses for themselves are absolutely annoying.
habit phrases
gary "IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!"
iunia "DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"
leroy "OH, JUST SHUTUP (he says shutup in the british way)
have you ever wondered why you are behaving like that? Wondering why your friends never stay by your side? haven't you noticed it's a trend? have you ever wondered if the problem actually lies with you? Have you ever suspected if people were talking behind your back when actually, they aren't even bothered to discuss about you? probably not. Cuz the older you become, the higher your ego becomes and you will start thinking like
"why should i let other people control my life?"
" why must i change cuz you ask me to?"
" i take control of my life, no one can make me"
haha, yea of couse i think that way to. But if you find that so many people are telling you and talking about you because you did something unacceptable, then it's probably your fault. it's not only someone who thinks that way of you. that's what happened to me in p5! it wasn't pleasant, but i became a better person after that. BETTER, not perfect. yea, the truth hurts. it's better to face it when you're young cuz the longer it drags, the more painful it gets.
it's not as if i'm some holy person talking. I do self-reflections. i admit i'm in the wrong at times. I'm willing to step up, apologise, change and move on. What about you? That's the question to ponder about tonight (:
p.s. i don't think ppl are reading this cuz my posts are not emo hahaha. stagnant blog.