this week has been almost hell for me. a maths, i think i screwed it up totally. moreover, there's this "perfect combination" of chemistry with e maths tmr. i don't think i'll be able to take it ( if the tests go badly) and to go choir later. sports day is on friday and i don't feel any sense of excitment either.
mr chia was sweet today. he said that he knew it was tough on us to go through so many tests in a week so he gave us a small prep talk ( which i think hardly anyone bothered to hear) and passed down a jar of sweets for us to take. i really want to tell 3O, that we have really taken things for granted. we slack too much and you guys should know that we are probably one of the potential class to go down the chute. ): so let's suck it up and study harder and stop making use of mr chia.
probably the reason why i'm feeling so shitty is because by tmr, i'll come home with no guitar or piano sounds greeting my ears. justin is in australia, probably frezzing his ass of in that country now and bryan's going army tmr and i wouldn't see him till like --- when? haha he's going to be bald and he just asked me to take a photo of him with his beloveded hair. it sucks, having the home to yourself. then in the future, it's just me, my mom and my dad. it's like i'm loosing my siblings. i think i'm gonna cry ):
well, i realised that i'll still have my rabbit. though it's actually a useless lump of fur, i guess i'm gonna need it's company more often. i'll promise i'll spend more time with it too.
i miss 2c. i'm getting all sentimental. i miss the ppl in 2C too. i miss the company of emily, beatrice, hoiyan, esther etc.
2:45 AM